misono blogs about Nosuke’s surgery

misono blogged about her husband, Nosuke’s surgery (for testicular cancer).

In the latest post, misono kind of breaks down how difficult things have been .

She went to the hospital and waited for Nosuke’s family.  Before midnight, she was told that she can see Nosuke once the anesthesia wore out.

By 1:00 a.m., she went to the Intensive Care Unit and when she saw Nosuke, she was shocked.  For a minute, it was too difficult to look at him.  What she saw was Nosuke with lack of sleep, fatigued, in poo health.

Despite the mental, physical, schedule and financial challenges, she has to do her best and be positive.  But if she can’t be positive anymore, she can’t help it.

But at the moment, she saw him, she was a lost of words, she feels that she wants to escape reality and felt desperate.

Cancer affects everyone, the person who has it, family and friends.  It’s terrible and we can hope that Nosuke and misono are able to take on these challenges and find some ray of light, even though things look dark and gloomy at the present.

UPDATE: In the latest blog posts by Nosuke, it seems that he has a positive attitude since his surgery.