“TERRACE HOUSE: TOKYO 2019-2020” cast member/actress Ron Monroe posted on Instagram in regards to Kimura Hana

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The actress dubbed “The Chinese Gakky”, Ron Monroe, joined “TERRACE HOUSE: TOKYO 2019-2020” on episode 42, which just aired last Monday. While the new member of the Terrace House, the show had been filming for many weeks prior, so she and Kimura Hana had lived with each other for awhile.

Here is what Ron Monroe wrote on Instagram in regards to Kimura Hana’s death, “I was on LINE until noon yesterday, so I was unable to respond.  It’s painful, but I have to say this now. I really don’t want to believe it. I wonder why Hana had to leave our world.  When I went to see Hana’s wrestling match, I cheered Hana so much to the point that my throat became hoarse, because I was so proud of seeing Hana work so hard! I recently came up with a new cooking recipe which I wanted to eat together with her. Hana was always up for it, she was always calm no matter how spicy the food was, and I was really surprised. When Hana praised me for being cute, she would have this shy expression. It was wonderful seeing her that way. Hana would help teach me with learning Japanese and I will never forget that. I really want to say I’m sorry because there are many things I wish to say to you more quickly and clearly. I’m crying now because I’m sad that now I’m unable to do that. I believe that even if you are in a new world, there are many people who love you. I extend my condolences to her family and thank you”.

 

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昨日昼までラインをしてたけど、もう返信できないことに気付きました。 辛いけど今伝えなければならないから。 どうしても信じたくなかったんです、ハナがどうしてあの世界へ行ってしまったのか、ということを 覚えていますか、ハナの試合を見に行った時のこと。あの時、私は喉を枯らしたほどにハナを応援しました、それは、ハナが頑張っている姿を見て心から誇りたかったから 最近、また新しい料理レシピを作ったんですよ、その料理を6人で一緒に食事したかったから。ハナはどんな激辛でも平気な人だった、本当にびっくりでしたよ。 見た目は気が強いハナは、私が可愛いねと褒める時には、シャイな表情が見えて、そんな感じが素敵でしたよ ハナが教えてくれた日本語、今もこうやって使っているんだから、わたしは一生忘れないから。 でも本当にごめなさいという言葉を使いたかった、もっとあなたに早く好きな気持ちをしっかりはっきり伝えたかったから。 それもできない私、悔しくて泣いていました。 あの世界へ行っても、たくさんの人々に愛されていることを、信じてください。 親族の皆さんに心からお悔しみ申し上げます そして、ありがとう

A post shared by ロンモンロウ（龙梦柔/龍夢柔）#栗子 (@ronmonroe_official) on May 23, 2020 at 9:23pm PDT