Kurosaki Maon writes a heartfelt blog post about Kanda Sayaka

Kurosaki Maon has taken the death of her friend and fellow ALICes member, Kanda Sayaka very hard.  And on her latest blog post, Kurosaki writes about Sayaka.

Kurosaki writes:

I couldn’t put it into words for a while

That child who always called me “twin”

Suddenly left me

I didn’t know if I could laugh during this period

Thinking about the people around you because of this time

Maybe there are times I should laugh

But I couldn’t

Always full of guilt

I thought if I could do something

If I was doing this at that time

I think about this over and over again

I think there will be times like that now and in the future.

But sometimes, I feel like I can hear a voice saying, “Hey, Tamanine?”

Because she always talked to me like that

Every time I feel that voice, I almost cry

There was a feeling that she was saying “It’s okay” from behind

Oh, somehow it’s just like her

I thought there was something that only I could do in this world

So she can’t die

I have to do what I can

That ‘s why I may have survived in September.

Those who love ALICes

For Saya fans

I received a lot of kind words

I am sincerely grateful

She is always going to be by my side

It won’t change

Forever

It was my pride that you were next to me

When I see you again someday, come pick me up with your usual smile

Let’s live the things we couldn’t do

You’re not alone even now

Always come to play

I ‘ll protect ALICes for a while

through me

Thank you for meeting me

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